Holiday Blues
*Trigger warning: sexual abuse, trauma, suicide* Hello Tribe, I am back, it’s been longer than I would have liked, but a lot has been going on. However, with the holidays coming up, I thought it was an...
View ArticleThe “Why’s”
I didn’t used to understand people who stayed in bad relationships until I found myself stuck. People will always encourage you to “get out NOW!!” “Pack your shit and leave!” without considering what...
View ArticleCriminals on purpose and criminals not on purpose. There is only one villain...
Every problem i have is stemmed from autism and starvation. My family was lush but Brian infultrated all of them etcetera. He made them smash my head on the concrete for months and rape me for years...
View ArticleTW!!! SEVERE!! TW!! Rock and Several Hard Places
I’m just going to dump all of my problems into this empty box of space for those of you who want to take a look at all the chaos that is my life. I haven’t really gotten any of this off of my chest but...
View ArticleThe Truth
Here are some truths I hate all my husbands relatives and wouldn’t go to their funerals if something happened to them. I regret having a wedding. The fact that his mom and relatives were there ruined...
View ArticleWhat to look to for to prevent abuse before marrying someone
How to Spot a Batterer Before the Relationship Begins The following red flags are characteristics of an abuser. This does not mean that everyone who demonstrates one or two of these qualities will end...
View ArticleMental Health Hotlines and Resources
Mental Health Hotlines & Crisis Lines United States Emergency: 911 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-TALK(8255) National Hopeline Network: 1-800-SUICIDE (800-784-2433) American...
View ArticleProcessing intense emotions
Lately a lot has been happening in my head. I have been trying my best, on my own, to process and sort through a literal deluge of emotional distress and damage, and I’ve found more and more that I’m...
View ArticleDear younger me
Dear younger me I AM SORRY. I HAVE LET YOU DOWN DRASTICALLY. IM TRYING TO BE BETTER. WE HAD SUCH A PROMISING FUTURE. I AM NOT SURE WHERE IT ALL WENT WRONG. IM TRYING MY BEST TO FIND MYSELF AGAIN. IM...
View ArticleNobody asks….
Nobody asks to have depression… I was diagnosed with depression halfway through my freshman year, I am a sophomore now. I was also diagnosed with anorexia, but not by my doctor… by my aunt because she...
View ArticleLost in Isolation: Why Is It So Hard To Make & Keep Friends?
Why is it for some “making friends” comes so easy in this life, while others only find it (BEYOND) difficult to even hold onto one single friendship (if at all)? While Ive tried – many times – over the...
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